Songs of my heart

If words fail, I hope that you can still hear the songs of my heart *** Artwork: In This Moment Forever... by lardacil (DeviantArt)

I may have been sad, but I don’t regret breaking up with you

I knew it was going to be hard when we first broke up, but perhaps I wasn't as prepared as I thought. It was really hard to see any light in my life, let alone feel it. I'd stare at my ceiling first thing in the morning, reliving all our happy moments with tears streaming …

Impossible love

It took me too long to realise that I was fighting for a love never destined to exist. *** Artwork: 사랑은 그 자리에 by 현현 • endmion1 (Grafolio)

Light in the darkness

People and experiences are placed in your life for a reason. Even light is found in the darkest of moments. You just have to search harder. *** Art: 이 빛을 너에게(The light for you) by 째찌 (Grafolio)

You matter to me

I know I'm not good at giving you my heart. Trust me when I say that my inability to properly express my feelings and my aversion to vulnerability has eaten me up on the inside countless times. That whenever I tear my heart off my sleeve and shove it down my throat it burns. I …

Aversion to love

I hate falling in love. You know why? When I fall for someone, it's like falling into a deep pit. A seemingly bottom, dark abyss. There, I'm given two solutions– One: to wait for that very person I fell for to rescue me, to love me, to throw me a lifeline and guide me safely …

This is why I’m scared to love

All my life I've been yearning for a safe relationship. A relationship where I can feel free without anxiety, express myself in whatever way I want, and love knowing that it'll always be reciprocated. Truth is, those wishes are no more than dreams. For as long as I hold onto my insecurities, I'll keep pushing …

Emptiness

I feel so alone, I'd rather your cold hands than nothing else. *** Art by 허씨초코(Heo jiseon) | Grafolio

My treasure

All my life I'd thought that I was too much to handle. That I'd have to cross seven seas to find someone like you. That I'd need to scour every shore, dive headfirst into every ocean, search every star, every galaxy, every universe for someone like you. That I'd need to break my heart and …

Numb

I built stone walls around my heart to avoid getting hurt. Little did I know that it would stop me from feeling too. How ironic, that sometimes numbness hurts more than pain.