If words fail, I hope that you can still hear the songs of my heart *** Artwork: In This Moment Forever... by lardacil (DeviantArt)
It took me too long to realise that I was fighting for a love never destined to exist. *** Artwork: 사랑은 그 자리에 by 현현 • endmion1 (Grafolio)
All my life I've been yearning for a safe relationship. A relationship where I can feel free without anxiety, express myself in whatever way I want, and love knowing that it'll always be reciprocated. Truth is, those wishes are no more than dreams. For as long as I hold onto my insecurities, I'll keep pushing … Continue reading This is why I’m scared to love
I built stone walls around my heart to avoid getting hurt. Little did I know that it would stop me from feeling too. How ironic, that sometimes numbness hurts more than pain.
The worst thing about depression is that you can genuinely be happy. Laughter will clear your soul. Smiles will dry your tears. Happy chatter will distract you from inner thoughts. But once you enter that same dark room of nothingness; those familiar four walls, all joy dissipates. Call me selfish. Sometimes I wish I’d be … Continue reading Eternal sadness
Loneliness. When darkness, four walls, a pillow and tears are your only solace.
Alone as I may be, your presence is the greatest Christmas gift I'll ever receive.